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Thursday, July 30, 2009
no words. hello readers. sorry for not updating this few days as iam lazy to update. geggek! basically, today iam not in a good mood, i dont know why. ive been figuring what my lifes going through recently. i cant kept on rely on others. its difficult to make things right. Problems kept on comming up and i made things messed up. *sigh. maybe this was not my day yet. i kept quiet onto the problems i had these days. seriously, i am stressed up with my usual routine and its freaking hurting me readers. maybe you don't understand my words clear. each time, i expect things that will always be there for me, but it went upside down. i am upset too. i know this thing going to happened again. because i kept on falling onto the same drain that i won't supposed to be in. geddit? what are friendship for? ily my girlfy& right now, i can't even felt the same way i used to felt before. i am lonely at certain times. i kept quiet these days as i don't want to hurt others if i let out& as long my girlfys are happy, iam happy for them. i can't bear felt the pain again. how should i let go all of this. baby will always be there for me& advice me which right and wrong.. thank you& ily. stay strong on things which i am half way gving up. okay here's the story of lil girl, who always felt that she can leave without friends surround her. in her first thought, boyfriends come first in her lifes. where eveything she can share with. but in second thought she would felt lonely at certain times. but somehow, whenever she needs someone, she didnt know how to expressed it. admit, she may felt like a fool sometimes. Her girlfriend jokes around and shares everything where's she didnt know a thing whenever they talk about. no sharing secrets together with her. and felt that what the used for of talking things that she didnt know. she love her girlfys; & don't want to leave them. she stressed up and felt that she lonely. she cant bear to felt the pain again as she had been going through this repeatedly. people makes mistake sometimes, yeah. she kept her problems to herself. what do you felt, let say, yesterday ur girlfys went out together and enjoyed with whatever stuffs untill today they meet you& they jokes around with that and laugh with each other without you knowing anything? get what i mean? Although friends sometimes get misunderstood by each other, have i ever talk behind people back with all sorts of negative words whenever we had small conflict on each other? admit, i used too before. but for now? its difficult to find true friend tho, that will always be there for me no matter what. wasn't that sweet if its happen someday where i could share my secrets with or either be there no matter what. i cant get my words to explained how much i love my hunney's- (nabilah, rara& teeq.) I've talk enough and ive better get going to get my things done. tcaires readers. *wink. 9:00 AM
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