♥Desire

Hello peoples(: so long never update my blog . grr . how i miss it to update so much memorable day ive been tru . hahs . its been a few days passed of my bufday . tenQ loved whu had wished me earlier arite ? i loved you peoples . ive been in a hard time living and kept thinking whts right . hmm , its the best way of to be alone fer a moment . i cnt do this decision but i tried. i tried to be strong with all this problems came up. wht i cn say . its hurts. hmm. i cnt leave w/o him . but i need the time alone fer a moment. hmm, june holiday came up and had so many planned came by. bguss . hais .

Friends are friends. Friends sometimes can betray no matter how close it was. people have their own feelings . have you eva thinked or felt if people said that to you huh ? have you ? oh maybe you , friend, cnt felt a think if people said that that to you. how heartless you were. i really do loved you. i cnt bear.. if its continue and doing kind of stuffs., it felt that it was my fault and i kept thinking abt it . rather then u felt that hurts on you. i better leave. leave fer a moment to find whu i realy are. i cnt bear to c u hurt when it isint tru . people rumors., people talks behind my back. omg, ive listen every single words he said. and that was kind of attitude you ol had over the 4 years? oh yah , maybe this was just a lil step you had dne to him . maybe.. but fer wht it felt ., it hurts million times . hah , ol i could say, just mirror urself before u opened up ur mouth,.