♥Desire

As fer today post , as iam damn bored slacking at home. i dunnoe how to explain my feelings . youve been to good fer me. Admit , ive been hating you once. but when i thinked again ., you made me realised which bad and which good. thanks. you always be there fer me eventhough ive been ignoring you or even hate you. but now, you make me smile and make me realised you will never left me whatever happens. people may say youre just simply a bad guy. but their toughts we wrong. they judge you with one eye without knowing you. seriously youve been a great guy to me. Since i left you, youve changed to be the better. ive wrong of thinking negative thoughts towrds you always. but now, iam sorry cuz its hard fer me to accept the love that was given to me.. i dont know why. my life too complicated to accept this. i tought you would gone far, but my thoughts were wrong fer it. iam sorry once again. iam regret of hurting you before. eventhough you did plenty of wrong deeds towrds me before. its hard fer me to trusts the part whenever you're out or either ur on internet. it scares me.

Drop onto the sea which i find its hard to breathe mke me reliased plenty of patience& sacrifice that ive been through. we've been 2 years 3 months. iam sorry if my behaviour upset you or hurt you.
all ive been through its tough of you to accept it. when the happyness comes , it felt that i cn live ferever., but when the pains come, i felt as if it been enough& end.

''i hate when you contact with other girl. i hate when you try to kept secret. i hate when you try to think whats right fer you sometimes. i hate when you try to think ur right cuz of ur a guy? i hate when you contct with other girls and said ur both are just friends not more then that. but then..... ''

but now no longer , as you're chnged, i think? make me have that confidence again. i know u had a lot of ur 'giirl friends'. but dun think iam upset, cuz i never was., i trusts you& i know they're your good friends., but dunt you ever mke my trusts fade like you does before.

tcaire md nur hafiiz. let people think wht they want cuz wht i know we're not wht they thought as we are oke. We used to fyt and we've been very patience .. but not fer now as i cnt take it.. my heart stills fragile. it breaks whenever it want to.. Proof to me if you're really meant....